Confessions of a travel blogger

America … here I come!

I realize it has been awfully quiet on the blog. Although this never was my intention, it just seemed to happen that my Dutch articles don’t really get translated anymore because it was just too time consuming over the past couple of months. However, from Friday on I’m leaving my office job behind and I’m finally able to travel and write at the same time, something I’ve been looking forward to forever.
My journey to America is about to start at the end of this week. I’ve got four more days in the office coming up, then I’ll pack my bag and the next day I’ll be flying to Seattle. Here my adventure will start. I’m super excited about it yet at the same time I’m nervous and somewhat terrified. Why? I’m about to tell you. Plus why I decided to travel to Oregon and Washington rather than other popular American places.
As you’re reading this, I’ve been back in The Netherlands for five days. After Austria I was home for one day, only to leave for San Marino the day after. Here I explored the Great Outdoors with a bunch of other international bloggers. This microstate has really surprised me and soon there will be blogs and more pics online on my social media channels. The header photo of this blog was also taken in San Marino by the way, on one of my favorite spots in the country. I also spent a day in the Emilia Romagna region where I went on a foodtour and learned to make my own pasta. It was a lot of fun and taught me that even though I recently got very sick after eating pasta, I just cannot live without it.
My journey to the USA is about to start by the end of this week. As you are reading this, I’m hanging out in Portland with some of my friends or will be hiking in Oregon. Even though I’m looking forward to seeing Seattle and Portland, my main reason to visit the Pacific Northwest is ofcourse because of the Great Outdoors and the amazing hiking trails. I’ve been dreaming about visiting this region for a long time and soon it’s finally about to happen. I had actually booked a flight to Portland last year already but had to cancel, but this year I will finally get out there. I haven’t really decided about a route however there are a couple of things I really want to see and do. I have almost two weeks there and I’d like to see as much nature as possible on foot.
The idea is that I’ll visit Portland and then the Columbia River Gorge. From there I’ll drive down south to Crater Lake National Park. This spot has been on my bucketlist forever. Okay, that is a little exaggerated however ever since my last US roadtrip I wanted to go there. My friend Allen told me it was one of the best places he ever visited and ever since I googled it, I knew I’d want to go there one day. This was also the reason why I eventually decided to not hike the Pacific Crest Trail, as this would only allow me to see a very tiny part of the PNW. Being so close to Crater Lake National Park without actually seeing it, felt a bit odd.
I also have a small obsession with volcanoes. This is why I’m also visiting the areas around Mt. Rainier, Mt. Hood and Mt. St. Helens. When I was at Seattle Airport for the last time a couple of years ago, it was winter and I could see Mt. Rainier from my window. I had just landed from Anchorage and was quite sad to leave Alaska behind again. Seeing that snowcapped mountain lighting up in the distance, made the sad feeling a little less. In addition I will visit two more national parks: Olympic National Park west of Seattle and North Cascades National Park on the border with Canada. Both parks are perfect for hiking and camping. I’ve not really decided yet which I’ll head out to first, however I’ve rented a nice car and I even though I’m traveling just by myself, I don’t mind at all having to do all the driving on my own.
I’m curious how traveling solo will turn out to be for me. Technically I’m going to be alone for just ten days, because after Seattle I will fly to Anchorage and stay with people I know. But okay, ten days can be quite long. In Austria I was by myself for a week and in all honesty, I did feel lonely at some point. I know many people prefer not to talk about it, however I don’t care talking about this at all. Being in a fancy room at night but not having someone to share your small talk with, made me feel incredibly lonely at some point. It probably also had to do with the fact that I was there exactly one year after my dad was hit by a car, which basically was the start of his end. Plus the region I was traveling in, was the place where we’d spend our carefree childhoods. After coming home I decided to embrace those moments of loneliness and cherish them, rather than seeing them as a burden.
Hiking solo will be a great challenge. I’ve joined a couple of hiking groups on Facebook for a while now and every now and then articles get published about people missing while out hiking or even worse, dying when out on the trail. Of course I know that chances are small that something will happen to me, I do realize that I have to be way more careful than I normally am when hiking out in my backyard, where there’s always someone else on the trail, maybe not with you, but always behind you. I recently spoke up about my worries on Facebook and decided to leave my details with some relatives while away and keep them posted through whatsapp about my whereabouts and trails I plan on hiking. I know that in the end I’ll be just fine and in some four weeks time I’ll be feeling sad about being home again. If anyone happens to know the best trails in the places mentioned, feel free to leave a comment below!
This Thursday will be a memorable day when I finish my career as an employee for a company. I’ll officially start my life as a digital nomad. A free life I spoke about earlier on, where I permit myself the freedom to do and go where I want, not where others want me to be. To just do things that make me feel accomplished such as hiking, writing and reading. So that, by the time I’m dying, I can actually say I lived the life I wanted to live.
My social media channels have been rather quiet over the past week but I’ll try to update them regularly again once on the road. Follow me for a daily dose of outdoor and adventure on Instagram and Facebook!
Have a great Sunday everyone!
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  • Dyanne

    Speaking as a lass who’s traveled solo for weeks and months on end, I can’t help but remark:

    “Being in a fancy room at night but not having someone to share your small talk with, made me feel incredibly lonely”

    Um, I think it’s that isolating “fancy room” that’s your problem, Anto. Far better to stay in a private room if like but… make it a room in a hostal where I can GUARANTEE you’ll find plenty of like-minded travelers for all the small talk you could want.

    Indeed, unlike fancy hotels, a private room at a hostal is the best of all worlds: You’ll find plenty of companionship (if that’s what you want) as well as great tips from fellow travelers who’ve recently been to where you plan to go/what it is you want to do.

    Seriously, don’t give up on solo travel just yet. For me (30+ years and 50 solo countries), I’ve never for a moment been “lonely”. If I want companionship, I hook up with folks I meet on the trail – for a day or a week.

    And best of all, traveling solo opens me up to the LOCAL people, who are much more likely to offer me help, invite me for tea, lunch, dinner with their family, et al – if I’m wandering around solo, than if I’m forever yammering with a travel companion (who no doubt “looks-just-like-me”).

    lol, I could go on and on. But suffice the main reason I travel the globe is to meet local people, and learn how the rest of the world lives. And for that – solo is the way to go.

    • anto

      Thanks for your kind and encouraging words! Somehow I didn’t get around to replying sooner, sorry about that! You are so right. I was on blogtrips which were arranged for me and so I stayed there, but it would never be my own choice to book that. I usually prefer to camp or when that’s not possible, stay in a hostel. It’s about a month later now and over the past weeks, I’ve already learned quite a lot. What I like to do when solo, what I do not like to do when solo. I can’t say I will never feel lonely again but I’m sure I will be able to handle my solo moments better in the future. My aim is not to never be lonely again because that will be quite impossible, but I will live and learn along the way.

  • Dyanne

    P.S. btw, I lived in the PNW (Oregon and Seattle) for 30+ years (I’ve been expatting in Asia and now Ecuador for the past 6 years), and I have no doubt whatsoever that you’re going to ADORE your adventures there!

    • anto

      Oh yes I loved it … but I also found it quite crowded. Next time I go back, I’ll try to go in low season. Because I will definitely be back!

  • Rosanne Luciana

    You will be fine on your own! Loneliness is part of travelling (and hiking) solo, and can be liberating. You should consider getting some sort of GPS tracker though, so you leave a trace of where you’ve been, you can let your friends and family know you made it to camp safely at night, and you can press a SOS button if you’re in danger and are out of cell phone service. I carry a FindMeSPOT. You should look into it. Good luck on your travels!

    • anto

      Great suggestion, thanks! I will look into that. Did not have time for that on this trip, but as it turned out, the trails I hiked were incredibly crowded and I never was alone for much longer than a few minutes, there was always someone passing me from the other direction.

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